There is a big difference between a desire and having a true calling to be a missionary. If we only have the desire, then when it gets hot, everything goes bad, and voodoo powers are all around us, one may weaken. When money is tight, there is death, starvation and emergencies every day; the desire will leave you very quickly. One who has the true calling of God to be a missionary will not be stopped. “Wherefore the rather, brethren, give diligence to make your calling and election sure: for if ye do these things, ye shall never fall…” 2 Peter 1:10 – Do you have the calling? Bobby